Blue Mana

I have strong beliefs others might find disturbing. For warning you have no reason to read what I believe but I did give you a fair warning. My beliefs are random like a wild card. I could think of or be one person one minute and something or someone completely different the next minute. It's all about timing for me. Yet I'm still complex and disturbing. But you would blame my schizophrenia but I assure you that's not even the half of it. As I write my stories and beliefs i unlock hidden truths about myself. I discover them to be true. But it is what it is. You're a non believer in magic and God and Angel's whether falling or not. And you only want to believe the living word that leaves alot out. I understand you. It's hard to let go of the truth you hold so true to your heart and try hard to convince yourself that I'm lying when I tell you I'm an example of a breathing Living example of myself. Only I can understand me... Just like everyone else. Understanding comes with Knowledge of Understanding. Without the Knowledge of our own understanding do we find ourselves without Understanding in self and others. Knowledge a key ingredient of Truth and Wisdom. Not at all a bad idea to have. Yet Fantasy is a powerful narcotic people love to explore. Schizophrenia is a fantasy experience one will never forget. It's hard to even imagine or embrace. Life is hard. Life is Gullible... Life is Emotional and Deep. Its life... that's life... One Must Know Self Before Knowing Others... View all posts by TeachMeBasics